The Beloved Heart Source

I am Mary, The Rose of Magdala.  I am joined with my Beloved, Jeshua with out message. I am, with my Beloved, speaking as an emissary for those who walk in unity, in aid to you of the Earth.  We are here for you. We wait for your all. We wait to be involved. We wait and wait to be specifically called upon. We wait to serve. We have made a choice to be of service to you of the earth. We wait to fulfill our obligation to you. We wait for your dedication that was our agreement.  We obligated to serve you and stand ready.  You, of the earth, obligated to keep yourself a clear channel.  You have lost your focus in this your obligation. To be fully in service, we who are here to serve you, need you to fulfill your obligation. Your physical bodies are not so much mass as they are fluid.  For those who have obligated to serve, we "demand" the body to be fluid.  You of the earth, must flush away the "murkiness" of your connectivity.  There are electro-magneti

I have always heard the term "The Dark Night of the Soul" but, never really truly understood it's meaning until I began working with and studying Kabbalah.  This is such a personal and introspective study, that it has made me realize many things including the path of "The Dark Night of the Soul". I have realized that I have gone through these periods more times than I would have thought possible in my life.  But, through each of these points, I have moved that much higher in my ascension to attain connection with God.  Each of these experiences has brought me closer to the understanding of who I am and where I am going. I have always said that every experience I have gone through has brought me to the exact place I am in at this moment.  And, I am happy with me and my connection with God.  I have just realized so much more. The moments that have been the most painful are the ones that have brought me closer to actualization and realization. I've had

The past couple of days have definitely been an aspect of the "dark night of my soul".  I have been hurt to the core of my physical existence and yet at the same time, been shown I am right where I am meant to be.  I have also been shown to continue in the Great Work and not to falter because as life progresses all will be made clear. I began working with Kabbalah about 8 months ago.  Kabbalah is intense and requires dedication, passion and integrity of self.  This type of study delves into all aspects of the self to bring one closer to God.  In each aspect of the Kabbalah Tree of Life are pathways of understanding and application.  Through this work, one is shown all aspects, people, places and things that influence life and relationship with God. In attaining God, one must travel through the abyss known as "Da'ath", the hidden place within, the dark place where you have to look to find the lantern of the light of God. Right now, I am in the midst of the

It has come to my mind that any kind of spiritual passion or conviction brings about discord.  It seems as if no matter how one believes in God or in Jesus, because everyone doesn't believe the same way ... there is division. In my personal spirituality, I strive to bring myself to that personal connection to God ... always; to feel the bliss of being in God's presence.  I honor anyway anyone can find this as well as I know that basically as humans, this is what we all strive for.   I also understand how difficult this can be and that the choice to do this is one of perseverance and dedication. Why then? is something so simple and so pure as living for and loving God ... so difficult? I just wonder why we all can't find a place to honor where each of us are as individuals in our relationship with God and Jesus.  Why can't we all reach God and Jesus on our own terns?  Why is it felt by some that it has to be a certain way? If God is infinite and within all people

Lynn and I went to see "Hope Springs" which was extremely wonderful.  This movie is the absolute perfect example of the awakening of the beauty of the Divine Feminine.  It showed the gentle spirit of a woman awakening to her power and how amazing this is.  The man in her life, though slow to respond, was allured by her Spirit and couldn't resist. This movie is a beautiful example for all of those searching to understand exactly what is meant by "Divine Feminine".  I would urge anyone interested in this and/or interested in finding what can transpire in a relationship with a little perseverance and allure. Men love us when we are in our power, when we are lovely, when we are alluring...  They simply can't resist that kind of beauty in a woman.  We are a gentle power and finding this inside is so empowering.

I find this interesting and something we should all consider when "quoting" biblical principles. Do we live by the Biblical Law?  If we are going to take and make part of our lives one aspect of Biblical Law is that ok? or do we have to make all aspects of Biblical Law part of our lives?  Where do we draw the line? and, what part of the Bible to we follow, omit, etc............? A place of pondering... Curtis Nichouls Being Liberal August 4 at 8:19pm · ·                                   On her radio show, Dr. Laura said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22, and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The following response is an open letter to Dr. Schlesinger, written by a US man, and posted on the Internet. It's funny, as well as quite informative: Dear Dr. Laura: Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I hav

In the moment of living within a place of ... LOVE ... and standing away from ... DISCORD ... I find myself faced with bringing Truth forth. I am realizing how much untruth is all around us from what we have learned in school to what we have learned in "church".  Information has been altered to fit whatever the social condition of the time is. Our history regarding the founding fathers of our country is basically false.  These men were incredible people who stood up and put their lives and the lives of their families in jeapardy to create a world separate of tyranny from the king and from the church.  They were looking to create a world through a flexible government that could pass the test of time ... one that could grow.  Their lives and what they were looking to create has been so altered that very few (unless they look on their own) know and understand the truth of these men and the truth of what they worked so hard to achieve ... a country that offered a place for al

I am feeling discord all around me in all aspects of life and am stepping away from discord.  I will not stop making a stand regarding my beliefs and my feelings on aspects but, discord.... I am just tired. The collective discord and division - upcoming election.  No one can win on their own merits but, will win because of who bashed who the most.  Ridiculous!  The collective discord and division - Aurora shooting.  It's not only about a horrible thing that happened to so many people but, that this thing that happened to so many people has raised an issue that is heavy with discord.  Gun Laws.  I have good and bad experiences with guns and still feel that to ban guns all together is not the answer.  And, when we talk of banning or restricting guns ... we have to ask ourselves ... how far do we take this.  There have been police officers who have gone crazy and shot unsuspecting people, spouses, etc.  Do we make it where they come to work and "check out" their guns and

I stand in sadness for those who have dealt with the tragedy what happened last week in Aurora, CO. I stand in sadness for those who will deal with this for the rest of their lives. I stand in sadness and in gratitude for those who are having to work through this mess in their service to humanity. I stand in sadness for the person who felt the need to take part in this atrocity by carrying out the act. I stand in sadness for a world that is in a position to go through such as this. I also stand for our rights in situations such as this as with all situations where there is right (or no right) … and where we are losing our rights. Even though it may not be the “appropriate” time to bring up where we are within our rights … then, I ask “when is the appropriate time?” Are we a nation waiting for the right time and it never comes? We watch and wait and in this passivity loose even more of who we are as a people. For those of you who truly know me, you know I am not

I come to you embodied in this one speaking, not as Queen but as Full Goddess. I come in the splendour of the dark mantle that I hold close in acknowledgment of all that is feminine. I have walked through the Dark Veil of The Mystery onto the Path of the Way. I am now the one who holds the lantern for those who dare to look into the dark night of their soul. ~Mary Magdalene, The Rose of Magdala

Creating Your Own World I find it interesting that when someone has a physical ailment of any kind and if this is shared with others, there comes a swarm of information and help.  Everyone seems to have the answer from the best doctor available to the best diet, exercise, etc.  Everyone you know that finds out about your physical ailment comes out of the woodwork with all the answers to “fix what ails you”. Just as interesting is having a spiritual crisis and when this is shared or made apparent; everyone around wants to console you.  The offers of prayers and help come in waves.  People are everywhere wanting … even needing … to help.  Offers of personal assistance or the assistance of those that are known to have great wisdom is shared.  Book resources are offered as well as countless other ways to find your way to “God” who is the healing answer. When we are in emotional crisis, however, there is a difference.  People want to help but they have no clue how to help.  As

For the past year, I have been doing some intense work on my eternal question of, “What in the heck am I on this planet for?   What is my purpose?” In getting closer to the answer, I have found many things have come up that I never expected and some of this has and is causing physical manifestations as this stuff tries to work up and out.   I believe realization of this is the first step of being able to let it go and not hanging on to it … for whatever odd reason that may be. Through the revelations that are coming through for me, I am finding a huge synchronicity in what others have come to me for … for years.     We are all dealing with the same thing.   We all want and NEED to know our purpose.   We need to know what we contracted for in this life.   Without this knowledge, we are unfulfilled and are constantly looking for fulfillment through the world and what it offers as it is so blatantly in our faces. This is the collective and not necessarily what we are searching fo

Here is sit in my bathrobe thinking I might just have to go to the doctor.  Without health insurance, I know this isn't going to be cheap.  ... Great ... My mom and niece came to visit arriving on June 16th.  On Monday the 18th, my mom had a hoarse and sore throat that came complete with a cough.  By Tuesday evening and into Wednesday, I was feeling the same.  That was a week and a 1/2 ago and I am still feeling much the same way.  I just can't seem to kick this virus!!! Life goes on though and I have begun to put it out there about a workshop I am being given information on.  I am focusing on how to Create Your Own World with a Kabbalistic approach.  I feel this will be terribly interesting and will hopefully help those that feel bored, depressed, unhappy, unfulfilled, etc to find their purpose.  In finding purpose, clarity should be made apparent on why we are here on the planet at this time and what we are supposed to be doing.  Even if we can't make this our "f

I've been thinking a lot lately about where I am going in my life.  My #1 question has always been, "what is my purpose?"  I have always wanted to know what I am in this life to do and how to figure out how to make it happen. In my personal introspection, I am finding that there are so many out there who are "disoriented".  They have a good life, good families, good friends, good jobs, and so on ... but, are miserable and can't figure out why.  The main reason is they haven't figured out what their purpose is as well. We are a bunch of floundering people on this planet and most of us are just grasping at straws trying to figure out what we are doing, why we are here and how to be more fulfilled. This has opened up a whole new arena for me.  I have known for some time that I am a "teacher" and I know I am good at it and I know I make a difference.  But, how to do this as a life's work ... now, that is the question.  How can I make mone

I find things to be a bit confusing right now but, I do feel things gradually falling into place.  I am feeling so much around me as I am putting together some class information for a couple of series that I hope to start in the fall.  I am being given the information to offer and know it will have a Kabbalistic approach as this is what is singing my song right now.  The focus will also be on helping people find peace within themselves as they learn to understand their own Divinity within their Sacred Contracts.  In this, hopefully each person will find answers to relationships within themselves and with others. I am really excited about this and look forward to see how transformational it all will be! Namaste.

I am extremely excited as I feel the energy and information flowing all around me.  I know changes are coming and they are coming swiftly.  The questions are... am I ready to allow these changes? am I ready to create space for the changes coming in? and, am I ready to let go of the things that no longer matter to allow the newness to come through???  I hope so!!! Lynn and I have decided to start teaching Reiki.  I have done this in the past but, it has been a number of years so, I have had to re-vamp the teaching manual into a combination of what we have both learned and the energy felt by both of us.  Our Reiki I Class will be on July 21st at the First Spiritual Science Church of Denver.  We are both excited about sharing this energy with others and doing so together.  Our blended energies are quite unique and my prayer is that others will be blessed by what we are sharing. In working through the manual, I am being given new information as well.  I am *seeing* and *hearing* inform

I have recently worked to develop a website and have named it The Beloved Heart Source .   Since doing this, I have decided to go ahead and blog with the Blogger name of The Beloved Heart Source so it's all compatible.  I do have another blog where I have the channelings that have come through me from Mary Magdalene. This blog though, will be dedicated to what is going on in regards to what the website is about.  The website will be highlighting the pursuits of the hearts my husband and me.  This will include info about the classes we are offering, how to use therapeutic essential oils, photography, and just some everyday chatting. I look forward to sharing more soon... so stay tuned!