The Beloved Heart Source

I have found in so many avenues of life that complexity begins when we "attempt" to walk in partnership.  I have found that one first needs to find balance in the aspect of "self" or that of the solitary walk before engaging in partnerships. If we live our life as solitary beings ... we have the opportunity to make choices and to create our lives exactly as we want in exactly the manner we'd like it to be.  We have the opportunity to create our world exactly in the way we view our world to be. But... if we choose partnerships (and we do this on many levels from the beginning) this aspect of the solitary life shifts. First of all, we don't come into human life as solitary.  We have chosen our life and how, when, where and whom with we share this life with.  In choose our parents ... we have stepped out of solitary existence.  If siblings are already there or come along ... again solitary existence is simply not there.  We have made a choice to be part o

I have been thinking about this blog quite a bit lately.  I have so many things I'd like to share via the blog but I always sit back and think who what I have to say will hurt and who will find appreciation for what I share.  It's not an easy place to be in for I don't want my "speaking my truth" to be out of the element of compassion and caring for others and where they are in their life. Lynn and I have gone through something recently that has taken me through many different areas of thoughts.  Someone Lynn has been close to committed suicide.  Not only did she choose to end her life but, she chose to do this by laying down in front of a train. At first, all I could do was literally feel sick and do my best not to "tap" into it because I honestly didn't want to *see* or to *know* the details on this gruesomeness. I don't think anyone who knew this woman well was surprised that she chose to end her life but, I do believe we were all in a p